In these crazy days
When all is going down
I sudenly see your face
You have a tear in your eye
My only one
I keep asking me why
Did i leave you to die
The blood in my hands
Is really nothing compared
To the pharmacy in my veins
Maybe life isn`t fair
You were my hero
Truly more than a friend
But, close to the end
I have to leave for a moment
While i was away
Your health turns to gray
You couldn`t stand no more
Ended uo falling on the floor
One thing was still in your mind
Doesn`t matter if you`d still be alive
One thing you knew for sure
Wouldn`t want to see me nevermore
You keep appearing to me
All i had to do
Close my eyes then i`d see
Like a ghost there`s you
That tear is still in your face
In its path i could see
The moment that you`ve gone
My soul jumped from me
I shivered and cried
But no matter what i tried
You`d never be alive
I couldn`t believe my eyes
You were dead in front of me
Now i pray for thee
For your soul to be free
When i got home
I still felt the guilt
Will to live i had none
It took me so long to understand
The end is not what it seems
Maybe one day i`ll wake up
And this will all just be a dream
